List of Change (feat. Jijo)

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i guess you could say that i don’t try
i guess you could say that i cry too much
i guess you could say I’m lazy and useless
i guess you could say I’m stupid and worthless

i wish you would say I’m charming and strong
i wish that you would prove me so wrong
i know that you can’t, believe me i know it
i wish that you could but you can’t and i know it

try and try and try to change
i’ll try and try and try to change
i’ll try again and try again
i wish i could change, i wish i could change

i never feel like doing any schoolwork
(no homework please)
i never feel like going out with friends
(as if i had any)
boys are uninteresting, girls are uninterested
i want to change, i want to change

i never feel like going and job hunting
(I’ve got no money)
i never feel like going to church
(and so to hell with me)
girls are uninteresting, boys are uninterested
i just can’t change, i will not change

i guess i could try, but that’s too much work
i guess i should cry, but that doesn’t work
i am uninteresting, i am uninterested
i will not change, i will not change

try and try to try to change
i’ll make a list of things to change
i’ll start a gust of wind how strange
i’ll blow away my list of change

i cut off all my ties with my relatives (no family)
i cut off all my ties with all my friends (why don’t you love me)
family they don’t care and friends have stopped caring
though so have i, i just can’t die

I’ve started staring at the wall more often (all of these walls)
i can’t help but think it’s kinda strange (like I’m gonna fall)
therapist visits and doctors and fidgets
I’ve changed too much, I’ve changed too much

i should try to go back, but that doesn’t work
I’m starting to crack, it’s starting to hurt
this is too interesting, i am too interested
i don’t want to change, i don’t want to change

try and try to try to change
i’ll make a list of change to make
i’ll make a gust of wind how strange
i’ll stop i’ll keep my list of change

I’ve started staring at the wall more often
i can’t help but think it’s kinda strange
girls are uninteresting, boys are uninterested
boys are uninteresting, girls are uninterested

i wish you would say I’m charming and strong
i wish that you would prove me so wrong
i know that you can’t, believe me i know it
i wish that you could but you can’t and i know it

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from Lightyears, released December 25, 2015
Music by Jamie Paige Stanley
Lyrics and vocals by Jijo Aquilla

Art by Jijo Aquilla

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